Month: June 2017

quite simply, beyond exhaustion: bonelessly tired, too busy to cry, it is the next to last day and I am running around like crazy… The container for moving my things…

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How

can I savor the last days here, all the moments I have left here? How can I imprint them inside me – forever? I am sitting on the chaises for…

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It is getting serious – the packers are here. I am sitting around here – writing and reading and doing emails… feels weird – not to be able to help…

Read More Wow.

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…it has started now… Everywhere I go I say goodbye because it is the last time I’m there! Last Thursday I went to the museum to say good bye to…

Read More Oh, oh, oh,…

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…feels heavier every day… Last weekend I had the estate sale to sell everything I won’t take with me. The living room was full with my things. And it is…

Read More My heart…

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…I can’t. I am in overload. Overwhelmed. Sad. Exhausted. Tired. Today… …I cannot make another phone call, write another email, pack anything, decide anything, put another list together, or do…

Read More Today… last week….

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I lived here in Florida. 19 years’ worth of life. Wow! There was joy and there are/were friends and cats and sun and great times and heartbreak and devastation and…

Read More Such a ton of life

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…the sky is all yellow in the evening; a grayish-orangish yellow, spreading out all over. The green of the leaves and the grass pop out in contrast and blend in…

Read More And sometimes…    

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