Today… last week….

…I can’t. I am in overload. Overwhelmed. Sad. Exhausted. Tired.

Today…

…I cannot make another phone call, write another email, pack anything, decide anything, put another list together, or do anything else related to the move.

Today…

…I grieve. For all I leave behind here. For all the enriching, sad, joyful and heartbreaking times I have experienced during my time here. What a good and rich life I have lived these 19 years. Thank you, Universe!

Today…

…my heart is heavy.

It is just so so much.

Not only is it the organization of every little detail, it is all so very emotional.

The final countdown has started: my house is a mess, torn up top to bottom; all the stuff I want to sell accumulates in the living room. And the rest is upside down.

Today…

…I started packing in earnest – taking apart my audio system and putting the components into their respective boxes; unplugging the TV; setting everything that I want to sell out in the living room…

Today…

…I start saying good bye.

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